I love shopping .
Im very clumsy .
Kinda dozy .
Brown hair , hazel eyes .
I have 2 sisters ; 2 neices .
I am currently single =)
& i love rockband :)
Website: SpeakItDon`tBeScared
Gender: Female
MSN: jordyncormier254@hotmail.com
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This past year, I was in an abusive relationship you could say. I liked him for some reason, and so my friend set us up. Well, nobody at my school approved and I couldn't understand why. Until...well, apparently he'd had a reputation for sexually abusing girlfriends. And I was next? Whenever we'd go anywhere, he'd sit way too close. Hold me way way uncomfortably tight. He'd smell my hair and my face when I wasn't looking. This was the first week of our relationship. He was too intense, too much. I felt overwhelmed. And I went in to kiss him gently once, but the next thing I know we were making out. I'd never made out with anyone before and I didn't like it at all. It just felt empty and yet invasive and disgusting. And I tried really really hard to pull away, but he wouldn't let me the first time. The second time though, he did. I hated it.
Then, after taking a little over a month of this...I dumped him. But he was manipulative and intimidating and somehow managed to make me feel so guilty that I went out with him again. I don't know why. I was so so stupid. But he made me feel so stupid too. And I still feel stupid. I finally broke out of the relationship seven months ago. But then he wouldn't leave me alone. He kept trying to talk to me forever until finally I just freaked out at him and he doesn't ever try to talk to me again.
It was seven months ago. And I'm still not over the way he made me feel. And that is so not a good thing. He made me feel stupid. Stupid for ever going out with him in the first place, stupid for kissing him, stupid for wanting to go back to him. Just stupid.
I just want to be loved. He didn't care for me at all. He just wanted me as some...some sex machine. And I wasn't ready for that. At all. He didn't rape me, but he made me feel like he might. I don't even know. I feel like nobody wants me. I feel so stupid, like it's my fault that I keep getting hurt. Is it? =[
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Hello 15/F .
It is not your fault .
So never ever blame yourself for being with a very stupid guy .
And im very proud of you for leaving him.
& never feel guilty , you only learn from mistakes right ?
but it just takes time , you just have to wait for that special someone , and im sure someone out there wants you , never give up , keep on living life the fulliest .
hope you find that special someone ,
sincerly , stealing cinderella .
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16 f
How do you keep a conversation going with a boy when you've already talked about everything there is to talk about? Like me and him will be talking about something random but then after 5 minutes it'll get really quiet or we'll just stopp talking and I'm really interested in him but sometimes its so hard to keep the conversation from getting akward what are some things I could do to keep us talking? (link)
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Heeey ,
Just keep talking about differnet things that you guys havent been talking about for a while , for instance maybe you could ask him what he dad the other night , or what his favortie show is if you havent already .
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