Member Since: August 11, 2009
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Last Update: August 11, 2009
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I am an 18 year old male and I have been a pretty emotionally dead person for...well since my early childhood. And when I say dead I don't mean depressed or really down or anything of that nature. It's nearly impossible for me to feel anything genuine and I can only put a mask of fakeness on so I don't seem so far out. When I was in a psychology class I read about something called anti-social personality disorder and it almost disturbed me how similar the symptoms were to my own character. I've done enough to put myself away for the better half of my life and I haven't felt a shred of remorse or conscience. Anyways, I'm wondering if my lack of emotion is a cause of concern. Nothing brings me joy, pain, or sorrow and I can't even feel love for my own family anymore. NOTHING will make me feel anything and it bothers me. All I feel like is a body and a brain without a soul. Something is wrong with me but I don't know what. I'm a very intelligent person and all it seems I can do is succeed with material things like work while my relationships are built on false pretenses and emotions I never even felt but acted like I did. My question is: If there is anybody somewhat educated about this...what could be wrong with me? Do I have anti-social personality disorder?...and am I stuck with this? (link)
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I too either suffer from this or am blessed by this. I am a 18 year old male. Is something wrong. I mean I just ignored my mom to clean the bathroom three times. She went and cleaned it. I heard her cry and felt nor sorrow no remorse. My dad yelled at me and asked me if i felt bad i said yes i just didnt hear her. After that still no emotion. My mom is up stairs crying and i know that i messed up but i don't really care. I have done alot in my past alot that my parents and friends are worried about me but i dont feel regret about any of them. Also in relationships with women. I nevered loved my ex but said it to make her happy. I didn't know if this was love or if i was just faking it. Well when she broke up with me in twenty min i found another date for that night. Is something wrong can it be fixed?
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