Member Since: April 7, 2008
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Last Update: April 9, 2008
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In short, I am unsure how to get over myself and put my son first.
In order to get over an ex of one year i started smoking MJ and sleeping with a former high school mate. The condom broke after the second or third time and i ended up pregnant. The major problem is I still love my ex and i am having difficulty with the question, "why God? why not my ex whom i loved and wanted to have a child with some day? why this person whom i dont deeply care for, who should have just been a blip in my life but now is much more?" i've been diagnosed with quite a bit but major depression is the main thing (to keep it short). i cry almost every day. i dont want to be a mom...im too crazy and impatient and angry. i hate myself for doing this to an innocent person.it makes me almost suicidal...but my beliefs wont allow me to hurt myself anymore or my child. (link)
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You simpy need to calm down. You need to let go of your ex because if he left you then he obviously is over you, and your wasting your time. If you keep smoking MJ, then having a child isn't going to be your problem; having a retarted child will. Your only complicating your problems. If you settle down and handle things maturly, that means without drugs, then yowill eventually find someone out there for you. Someone better than some former high school classmate. Honestly now. You deserve a whole lot of credit, though, for not having an abortion.
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