Hi I am 13 Male
I am a reallist
I love the color yellow
I am probabily one of the moth sensitive guys you'll meet
I have serious issues w/ my best friend who I currently have a crush on
I either want to be a Broadway light tecy, chef, teacher or councelor
I love dolphins
I love jean shopping and Chuck Taylor shopping
Much love
Carpe Diem
E-mail: uglyducklingsince92@yahoo.com
Gender: Male
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Age: 13
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Member Since: September 17, 2005
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I'm a 15 year old girl. I am depressed. And I'm not talking about depression that has been going on for just months. Its been over a year. and it's getting worse by day. The latest thing I hace done to my self when I had gotten angry was cut all my hair off. I'm scared!!! I've tried to commit suicide before. but thank god i made it out alive. I cut and burn myself. I dont do it because i want to or because I wanna try it. I never believed in hurting my body. I always am thankful for being healthy and alive. I never went one night without thanking god for all the good that he has done for me and my family. I go to therapy but i feel as if its not helping me. I have tried asking god for help and still am. But I am not seeing results. I am trying to be patient but it's hard. My parents are diagnosed with depression. but don't take it seriously. They think I am just crazy!!! I thoguht I was too for a while until it really hit me that I had a real sickness. I believe that I got it from them. But I don't care how I got. All I care about is getting effective help. If I don't get some soon I'm gonna end up hurting myself Badly. AND I DON'T WANT THAT!!!! I had a bright future ahead of me. but now i just don't see it. I wanna get my life back and be the person I really am. I know I was created for a reason. I know I am worth something!! but i need help fast. I am not crazy I just need help before I end my life when it's not time for me. I am too young and don't wanna waste every day of my lfe doing nothing. Because every second that goes by brings me closer to the end of my life. I wanna have a story to tell about my life when i get old.I wanna see myself old. inshallah!!! and I don't ever wanna see anyone experience this problem not even an enemy. (link)
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Well my first advice is make a place that has nothing that you could hurt yourself with. now when you feel like your going to hurt yourself go into that room and dont leave. Read a book whatch a movie do anything that helps you relax.
Try not to let thing get to you anymore. if when you talk to your parents about it they make you angry dont talk to them. Another big thing keep trusting in God. i believe in God and he always helps me in his time. Do everythng you can to fight it take medicine, keep goin to therapy. Meditate for an hour whatever it takes. if friends are getting you upset say Im sorry i cant take this right now. Get someone you can talk to
If this helped i have way more adviced to give and an ear to listen jsut leave me a question in my inbox iwill try to help
Hope this helps
Carpe diam
(live life to the fullest)
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