hi every1! my name is katie, im 17 years old,i feel that any1 who can diss someone and say that there giving advice, are so totally retarded and messed up! but there are some WEIRD peeple out there.even though im only 17, i have been through alot, i have been raped, molested, beaten, my parents are divorced and i have ran away from home so theres not much that i havent been through. so u can imagine how much advice i have 4 all of u troubled peeple.im listening, u just talk! thanx!
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I’ve been brought up by a religious family. This October, I had this epiphany where I realized that I don’t believe in god.
Now, I’m a little obsessed with death. Not my own death, but the death of people I love. I function normally but when I think about someone close to me dying, I get really depressed because I realize that once they’ll die, I’ll –never- see them again.
It’s come to the point that every day, I think about death at least once and every time I hug my mother (who I love more than anyone in the world), I feel so scared because I know that at some point she’ll die and I won’t ever be able to look at her again. I keep trying to add up how old she is and compare it to the average life expectancy and count how many years she has left and I keep hoping I’ll die before her. It isn’t just her either, I’m really afraid of my sister dying or my close friends dying too.
At first, I thought it was a phase and that I would come to accept it but it’s been four months and it doesn’t seem to be going away. I also a little OCDesque, I’m obsessed with germs and I rinse a lot. Do you think I should go to counseling or will it fade? I don’t know how I’m ever going to be able to go through a week without thinking about people dying.
Also, please don’t try to recruit me to your religion. That’s not what I’m looking for and I don’t want any of those messages. I will rate you very low for them. (link)
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ok well first off, that is NOT something healthy to be thinking of, it can drive you nuts, though its seems you already know that. but its kinda difficult to give you advice for this, without telling you to try to be religious. um well you COULD possibly try to not overdo the whole religion thing on yourself, but the bible, or talking to someone who KNOWS somethings about what hapens to you when you die might help and comfort yourself. your outlook on death is very scary and haunting, but if you try to beleive and have faith that when your family or loved one passes on that you WILL see them again, and that untill you do, they will be taken care of. you dont have to beleive in god to beleive that you will see them again. sorry for the religious advice, but its better than you constantly thinking about the worst. i hope that i didnt piss you off at all with my advice, and that i might have helped at leat a smidgen.
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