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On Monday I broke up with my boyfriend that I had been with for almost 9 months. Sunday would've marked 9 months. Anyways, I really love him but I think he deserves someone better. We both knew we'd end up together in the end. Well yesterday we were talking and my friend told me that he told her that he wanted to get back with me so bad but he didn't think I wanted to get back with him. So I told him that I wanted to get back with him more than anything. This was all on the net so he told me that I would have to ask him out in person, which I was planning on doing anyway. Well last night we were happy and we were talking and he said he didn't know whether or not he wanted to get back with me because when we're together we're one and he has no control over his life. I said "I get it.. I'll go" and he said bye forever. He didn't even try to stop me. I told him I was going to do something really bad and he said he wouldn't feel guilty about it. A bunch of things were said between each of us and he ended up saying he wanted to talk to me just not then and he knew we'd end up together in the end. I just don't know what to do. Should I just stop talking to him and try to forget him (impossible), or should I wait? I need help. He was my last hope and last night after we stopped talking I cut myself and OD'd. I'm sorry it's so long but someone please tell me what to do. (link)
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If hes hurting you then count him as an ass. He's not worth if he makes you want to put your life at risk. Dont try to suicide. It DOESNT help. You only get hurt. I suggest, if he gets better and doesnt try to hurt you, ask him if you can just be friends. You will both feel comfortable and happy...and wont need to suicide...^^
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