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Im tired of being hurt and feeling lost I live with my dad and stepmom but I have another family two hours away and in that family I have my stepdad he's horrible he treats my sisters with love and care but I get told I'm worthless and no one would care if I existed I can't do this anymore I usually keep strong but he's tearing down any defense I have two years ago I attempted suiside but my 6 year old sister caught me and stopped me I did it because of him but never told my parents about it they don't even know I attempted it no one knows but my sister she watches me everyday now and its getting worse again his words hurt more than it should I don't know what to do anymore 15f
Even though its cliché that man sees something in you he doesn't contain and lashes out on you. I say tell the parents you are living with now what is on your mind and what you are dealing with. If you are not close to them as you want to be, it may bring you guys closer. Though if you think they wouldn't understand at all tell someone you trust. But always know you are not worthless. You have so many years ahead of you and the best way to prove someone wrong is to be successful. I hope you find comfort in your family and friends, and just know you are beautiful and accomplish anything.
p.s. I would tell your mother how her husband makes you feel, and when you tell her I would recommend you have someone there just in case. I know how these things can get. She can get defensive. Since you live with your other half at least it won't be awkward in the house. It will be hard but remember your sister and how she found you. Do it for her, and peace within yourself.
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Thank you things have gotten better i talked to my mom and things went a little weird for a bit but now my dad is getting full custody of me where I won't have to deal with my stepdad ... I have not attempted again but me and my little sister are closer than ever thanks you so much
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