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.. I tryed to commit suicide once by overdosing and ended up in psycho hospital...( Those that u go for like 3 days to evaluate you) .. Idk ive been thinking about doing it again but the thing is that everyone else thinks I'm being weak selfish ect. I really hate my life. I have major depression disorder and I had bulimia for about 5 years ever since I was 13yrs old..I just simply want to die. I lost all my motivation and I don't want to do anything. I used to draw and I won some awards.. I used to b an A+ student and now I can bearly pass my classes. I cry every night. I know lots of people but I don't have many friends. I don't have communication w my parent bcz I don't even live w them. I live w my grandparents and sisters. Sometimes I just want to take all the pain away but it seems impossible. Ever since I was 13 Ive been dealing w this.
I just don't want to feel miserable all the time.. I am a weak person. And I believe that I have the choice to die because after all It is MY life. I know many of you will probably tell me the opposite but I'm set on that. I have also been seeing a therapist. You may say I'm crazy but I just really want to know ways on how to kill myself fast and easy... (link)
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PLEASE DON'T. I know where you're coming from. Not exactly your situation, but I too have tried to kill myself.
Suicide is a solution for a short term problem. And what I mean by this is that what you're going through won't last forever, I promise you. I've learned to deal with this feeling by surrounding myself with things I love to do like draw and write etc. And you should too. Just pick up a pencil again and draw out your feelings out.
I know it'll be extremely difficult, but you have to try. I don't know you personally, but look how far you've gotten with all the problems you've had! You're a soldier and don't even realize it. Think about it this way, if you can survive through this, you'll look back at it one da and realize how strong you've become, and that is a GREAT feeling.
If you need someone to talk to, there are help phone lines you can reach, and if you don't want to do that, contact me at Iesha.McCurdy1@gmail.com, I can really help you through this, but I understand if you don't want to talk to me.
Please stay strong because you have a beautiful life ahead of you. XO
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