Member Since: September 14, 2012
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Last Update: September 15, 2012
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Ok well I wanna kill myself but I know Its wrong and today was the 1st time I actually did anything about it*i took a few pills* well now I'm feeling really sick I guess I took at about an hour or 2 ago. Anyway I was sexualy abused by my brother in law when I was 9 turning 10 I am 12 and only this year I've been wanting my life to end. Its all mixed up I know that's in it but its my love life to I cry because of that because the guy I love doesn't knowi exsist(he's 18 his 14 year od brother likes me)and other things I've kept inside 2 lng anyway how can I just stop this feeling of wanting to kill myself,feeling sick,and stop being depressed (link)
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So am I the only one that finds a problem here with the fact that you are 12 years old and in love with someone who is 18 or even more serious that her brother in law did something illegal to a minor? First of all, I should address the suicidal notions. If you have or continue to take pills to attempt suicide you need to go to the doctor and make sure that physically you are ok. I know I am late in responding to this, but you may need to have your stomach pumped. I understand you are under a lot of emotional damage. The other person was correct. You should tell somebody. Don't keep in inside. Seek help from your parents and get therapy. There is nothing wrong with therapy. In order to face these demons you have to take the first step to recovery. You need to tell your parents about what happened. Your brother in law should be arrested and taken to court and black listed as a sexual predator. He committed rape. I know that word seems harsh, but that is the seriousness of his conviction. If he did it to you, how do you know he wont do it to another. You need to tell your parents and go to the police. If he threatened you or whatever to scare you into not telling then I am sure there are other charges he could be brought up with. Get him off the streets. Now for the other thing about being in love with an 18 y/o. Sorry to be really harsh, but you are only 12. You have not experienced enough in life to understand certain things. You may not want to hear it, but the same thing goes into affect. Statutory Rape of a minor if the 18 y/o does anything physical with you. It's a good thing he doesn't like you. You need to realize the bigger affects things could have on you and others. You are still immature and definitely need to seek some professional help. I think the best thing to do is to handle your demons first and seek therapy. Taking pills is not the answer and don't do anything that will hurt you. Do you nt realize the seriousness of this. You are 12. Thinking of committing suicide. Hell when I was your age I was still playing video games. Well, I still do that now anyways. LOL. But seriously, if you do anything think of the people you will be hurting, like your parents and things. You need to be honest to yourself. Tell you parents. If you can't tell them then find a counselor at school. Tell the police yourself. Find someone to tell. Make sure you tell them that you have suicidal thoughts and that you have already acted upon it one time. Please please please seek some help.
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Aww thank-you so much! That's defrintly the best advice I've had! But you see I have tolden my teacher and mom but they haven't done anything! And the 18 year old always stares at me and smiles at me and said hello to me 20 times the one day and I counted it you see I really like him so much!
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