Hi everyone! I'm andi...better known as sparkle26. im a female in my teens. here's some things about me...i love music...especially rock n roll and i play guitar. i'm also an artist-in-training. ive been painting at an art studio since i was 4 or 5.i'm also a runner. my philosophy is to always look at life at a bright, lively perspective. feel free to ask me a question any time!
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I'm a 27 yr old attractive female. I'm smart and I have a loving family. I have thought about killing myself since I was 13. I now live in a new city with my fiance, but I know no one here, I'm so lonely and becoming so needy and therefore unhappy. It's not that I was to die so much as I cant go on this way. I don't know if I'm strong enough to pick up the pieces on my own. My fiance says he loves me (he really is the love of my life) but where is he? I don't know, out drunk with his friends somewhere. So, I know it seems ridiculous but remember, I have been thinking this way for 14 yrs, I've thought a lot about it. Any way I can do this somewhat painlessly and not end up in a hospital with brain or organ damage? Please help me (link)
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you have so much to live for. don't ill yourself. do you feel alive and free and beautiful in new york with your fiance? have you ever felt beautiful, alive and free at any time in your life? if you have, think of that time. ask yourself if you rather kill yourself and never see the beauty of life again, or get a new perspective and see the beauty of life...taking you back to that happy time. It is up to YOU. go out there and live. feel free again. it seems like you are in a situation that makes you feel miserable, but you're not a miserable person. list all of the things you hate and all the things you love. ask yourself if you are willing to say goodbye to all the things you love and let the things you hate take those things away from you. be strong. be confident in yourself. walk out in the warm sunshine and take a breath of fresh air...and see the beauty of life .
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I'm pretty sure I'd be able to give up the beauty in life. I don't ever really recall a happy time. I can't do this
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