Q: Hi I'm 14/f
I like this boy, a lot. I would just like to know what is going on with me.
I miss him even if he's gone for just 2 minutes to go pee.
I'm always looking at him to check if he's looking at me.
He walks by and even if I'm crying, I'd smile.
Every time he walks by, he looks at me, and for the two seconds, I melt.
When he smiles it's like the sun just came out after a rain storm.
When he touches me, it's like electricity.
I hear his voice in my head sometimes (I don't mean in the creepy haunted way, I mean I can hear him just talking. If that doesn't make any sense I don't know how else to explain it.)
I want to hold his hand or hug him sooooo badly. I dreamed about it once.
I love the way he runs.
I love it when he looks confused.
I love it when he laughs.
I love it when he smiles.
I want to meet his family or at least his parents.
I hope he wants to kiss me as much as I want to kiss him... (he is very sexual in his conversations with me, so that might be true)
You know how people touch your shoulder so they can get your attention? (like if someone else is calling you) I love the way he does that. It's so cute.
Every time I see him, I think my heart literally skips a beat.
As you might've been able to guess, I can't stop thinking about him for even one second.
I have a problem with looking away from him some times.
When he catches me looking at him, I get really shy.
He isn't my boyfriend by the way :)
I hope this will at least stop hitting me so hard. I lay in bed for 2 hours just waiting for myself to fall asleep, and I'm usually up for just 1.
Is this bad? I know I'm not obsessed with him though, because I can still do school work (that's how I can tell) without being distracted by thoughts of him.
Thank you for answering in advance!
