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I met a guy at a school basketball game back in High school my senior year he had just gotten over a realationship with my friend but were still super close and he was visiting. He asked me to join him for lunch. So I did. We went on a walk and talked. I fell in love with him and learned a lot just that one day but that wwas 3 years ago. I met him again today and we ice skated he made me laugh and fell for him again. He visits his family here every year and he is visiting here. I've been seeing him tis whole week. We went to the zoo. I am a 19 year old model who travels the state my Dad being a Baseball hitting coach and everything I don't get much freedom. I wanna enjoy life as it is. He makes me happy. Anyways I have a photo shoot and it just so happens to be where he lives and all the way across the world. He asked me to stay with him and I agreed knowing i would be in trouble bit it's my life, right?Only for a month but i want longer. My friend dated him back in high school junior year. He's a good guy with a good history. So my question is: should I really spend a month with him? Do uthink he's not gonna be harmful? Im a virgin and i plan to stay that way till im married. Mean while this is big ... 2 years ago I was about to get married (yes at 17) because my parents wanted me to so when the wedding came i rejected and feel super guilty. U only live once.
What do u thonk my life is gonna turn up like? Should I stay or reject. What if he asks me to marry him(btw im talkin about the 1st guy now) i have only met him in person 10 times and when not we chat through facebook. I love my career but he's more important. Help. How do I do this?

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