15 - female
Some people would say i have everything i guess... I'm great in sports, and get every award. I'm pretty and I've gott a boyfriend. I'm on the 2nd best soccer team in the Nation for an Elite league.I'm a good singer, and am pretty much good at anything. I've got a best friend who is always there for me.
But I'm not even close to happy...
Since I'm new on my soccer team, I have no friends. And no one will talk to me or hang out with me... which just gets me sad and uncomfortable whenever we travel with all them. People over rate me. Since i get alot of guys, now that i have a boyfriend all my guy friends basically go away until I'm single again. I've lost many friends since it's "cheerleading season", and since some of my friends where cheerleaders, they are all in that posse of cheerleaders for awhile(which bumps others out). I dont have that much time to hang out with friends anyways cause of soccer...
And then i think harder and realize how unhappy i am... I may be pretty but...I'm unsatisfyed with my body. It's getting more muscular looking because of all these sports..I don't want to look that way. My hair doesnt fall quiet right. My face seems chubby...My lips are too small...nose is too big.
So i don't understand why people still "over rate" me...and Sometimes i just feel depressed...I don't really know what to do.
I know i havn't exacty proposed a question to you...But i really just need some advice here.
Pleaseee
wow I am 15 too..but seriously "you are down rating yourself" "my nose to big, lips to small??" seriously don't fall into that mode. everyone else is having fun except you and that my friend is not right. start the conversation going to people and they will respond, if you feel they over rate you, then tell them to stop "be modest" as they will say. talk to your best friend. to me anyway, one true friend is all you need...but prioritize your schedule.
if you need someone to talk to, I am here..
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Well, the thing is...i don't know what you think i mean by "over rated", but i mean people think I'm better at things than i actually am. Like people say im so amazing at soccer, or people say I'm super fast. But I don't feel that way...because i know I'm really not that way. And i don't really know why i feel like this...this depression over that because you wwould think it's, you know, a good thing, but it's weighing me down almost..
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