Member Since: July 15, 2010
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Last Update: July 15, 2010
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I am in my early 40's and have been diagnosed as depressed since my late teens after my first suicide attempt. I have been to dozens of doctors and therapists and have been on most brands of anti-depressants and am on one now. I am no longer suicidal but still suffer from major depression. Also I am afraid that other mental health issues are getting out of control like anger and making bad impulsive decisions. Because of these bad and impulsive decisions, my financial and health insurance situation is bad. I know I should be seeing a therapist on a regular basis and maybe should even be hospitalized. I have no urge to hurt myself or anyone else, but I am embarassed at who I have become and can't seem to stop myself from quitting jobs, sleeping around, compulsively eating, isolating, and lashing out at the few people I still have left in my life. In my twenties I seemed more in control and had a great career and was someone I could be proud of. For the past several years I see myself as this crazy person who barely is making it through the "normal" world. Is there some way I can finally get the help I need when I don't have the money or insurance? I know I need help. (link)
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I know what you mean about the "crazy thing", I am also diagnosed with major depression. But you're not crazy. i think you should speak with a theraoist who can assure you of this fact. Everyone has their ups and downs and you are entitled to talk about it. Please don't live your life in pain. Oftentimes it is best to talk to total strangers who you cannot push away. I would advise talking to your insurance or switching providers. It's serious if you think you might have to be in the hospital. Life is more important than money. However, you can get free or low cost help by talking to friends or joining support groups locally or online.
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Thank you! The total strangers thing is really good advice.
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