Q: Hi :3 Long im sorry but please take the time to read >.<

Well,to start off I'm very shy and very insecure about myself. I have a boy friend who I adore and love more than anyone..maybe even more than myself..sad to say but true. He means every thing to me..I depend on him. He treats me SO well, he reminds me a lot of myself..but he has had a worse life than I have. Which makes me feel even worse, that I feel so bad for myself sometimes. He's very sensitve, he is a pacifist, he doesn't want to hurt anyone, he does his best at everything and he needs me and loves me just as much as I need him, but you see we've been threw a almost sucide attempt..with him because he started to like someone else..he promised me he wouldnt ever do that to me and he said its all his fault..but I stopped him before he could do anything. Now not long ago people have been saying that he and his friend Jackie (which likes him, is all over him even though she has a boyfriend)were kissing and flirting, which my boyfriend confronted the people who were saying this stuff about it..because he wouldnt lie to me he's very hoenest..his friend he hangs out with told me that there was nothing going on..and the people who were saying stuff were people who disliked my boy friend..and the girl who was saying stuff was apparently mad because my boy friend told her off once to..because she liked him? It's all so confusing I know..but I don't know how to keep the fear of him leaving me out of my mind..i get so depressed..and I want him in my life,for as long as he wants me..I just don't know how I can be more secure? He's doing everything he's fighting for me..and why can't I just accept it? I feel like im a horrible gf :/

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