Member Since: May 14, 2010
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Last Update: May 16, 2010
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17/f
okai so i've gotten a bit suicidal recently. i've lost all my friends & now it seems to me that there isnt really a reason for me to live anymore cause there is noone who really cares about me & i dont know .. if i die noone would really bother you know?
i just feel like i'm worthless & i'm always alone & just sit in my room. i mean it wouldnt really make a difference if i sit in my room or 'rest in peace' cause either way noone cares.
everyone just walks by me & ignores me & i seem to lose every person who i was ever important to. i fail at everything.
i dont want you to tell me how to make new friends or whatever.. i just wanna believe that even without having friends life is still worth living & that i'm worth something. and telling me that im still young & can still have a great future doesnt help either cause i've tried telling myself that loads of times. help? i just hate this feeling.. i always cry & honestly just wanna kill myself... & the feeling that noone would care if i DID is just horrible. (link)
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you know im 17 aswell and when i read this story this reminded me of myself. I to had friends and lost them and i felt like i had noone in the world to talk to, so i tried to commit suicide but the thing is i was so wrong, i know you dont want to hear it but life will get better, and this will all be a distant memory.
i am now fully recovered and back out there, i dont talk to my parents as they neglected me and are drug addicts but im in a good place at the moment and i never could have thought this would happen a year ago, im so glad i did not end my life not for anyone else but for me. i hope you make the right choice.
xxx
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