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well i think i know whats missing.love.i used to love someone and i do feel a little stupid saying that considering im thirteen (but im deeper than most).im not saying my heart was broken or anything like that.i just stopped caring about them.but i was happy then.my life dosnt suck but i miss loving her.now i just dont care about her.i still feel like an emotionless monster with a hole in my heart.people really dont know me.istay home most of the time.im really shy and quiet.i can barely control my face its just always blank and expressionless and everyone thinks im mad but i could be in the best mood all day.so what's missing?
well you are right when you say you are to young to love someone considering that you Are 13. but i don't think it's love that is missing. Also i think that's just the way you are. i will tell you what i think you should do. Be open to people even if they see that blank expression on your face, talk to them warm up to them and get to know them while they get to know you. people are made different. you are not a monster with a hole in your heart. everybody has emotions yours is just afraid to come out because perhaps you don't ever want to find someone that you might stop caring about, but thats okay.
P.S-i am shy and quiet to but i try to talk to others and with that they warm up to me.
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well it wasnt just that im 13 that made me feel stupid it was that im a guy too so it just felt wierd.and i wasnt too depressed about the monster thing but ive been referred as one
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