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I don't even want to say I love him, but I think it's true. I don't want to think of him this way. He is my best friend. I can't tell anyone, "Hey, I lied I still like him. Hey, I'm not over him. Hey, I feel empty inside because he said he was going to love me forever, but he doesn't." I can not especially tell him. I told him a month ago that I would never mention "us" anymore, and I've kept to my word. By now he must believe that I am over him. I hope he does think that. But if he truly does, then it truly means he does not care and that he has moved on. It's so easy for him to mope about other girls and talk about them and me to give him advice, to cheer him on, to tell him to not give up. I tell him that he'll meet the right girl someday. I know that it isn't me. It can't be me right? If it was me, then he would know it. I have this break up book and have read some of it. I think it might have made my feelings resurface when I started reading it and actually feeling them again. I think I've tried to deny my feelings thinking that it's the easiest way to make them disappear. Life just changed on me so suddenly and I can't go back. How do I believe anything anymore? I know it was my fault but now I don't know how I'll trust a guy. It was bad enough before, it took me ages to open up to him properly, I'm scared. I'm scared that people lie and that love ends so suddenly without warning. And I thought everything was okay just yesterday. I don't know what to do. (link)
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I can honestly say that i am in the same boat that you are. Ive been in love with a guy for three years,and the only thing that i have gotten out of this fiasco is an empty heart and a head full of confusion. I told myself that it would be for the best if i just forgot about him and moved on...but i was totally wrong. All the sleepless nights and overflowing tears only made me realize that i was truly in love. The idea of being in love scared me,because i had never known such a feeling before. Of course i love my family and all,but this was different...this was a feeling that i couldnt explain correctly...all i knew was that i loved this boy and not having him made me miserable. It sounds like were experiecing the same thing...and all i can really tell you is to not give up. A wise man once told me that "good things come to those who wait",and thankfully that expression now applies to me. He came back to me,and now im not sure if ive ever been this happy. If you truly love this boy like you say,you will NEVER give up on him...true love has no expiration date,and thats a fact. In order to trust again youre going to have to admit to yourself your true feelings...if you want to trust others again you must learn to trust yourself first! We are our own worst enemies. So just hang in there,i know you can do this.
remember,pain is inevitable..suffering is optional.
xoxo,taylor.
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Thank you. It's good to know that I'm not alone in this. I'm just hoping for the day when I can feel happy again.
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