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I'm Katie. I'll try. =]
Likes: Summer, field hockey, lacrosse, sun, thunderstorms, writing, running, boys, dresses, the red sox, the city of Boston, Europe, flip flops, music, first snow, Dustin Pedroia, tattoos, working, laughing, sarcasm, dogs
Dislikes: Math, getting in trouble, crying in front of people, rude/obnoxious people, people who take life too seriously, jet lag, my family for the most part, human nature
My picture is of the gorgeous Boston skyline because I am absolutely in love with the city. (Red sox =])
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there's so many things in my head right now. my grades are slipping. i'm constantly pressured by my parents to work harder and harder...and well harder. don't tell me to speak with my parents because i did, [countless times] and they just say that i'm not trying hard enough and i'm worthless. yes worthless. i am a worthless and lazy s.o.b to their eyes.
i'm constantly feeling tired. i can hardly keep my eyes awake in school.
i feel sad all the time. all the activities i used to do is nothing to me now.
everything is like a blur.
my health problem is currently worsening and i'm sick and tired of being sick all the time.
i just dont want to talk anymore.
i just want to be left alone.
sometimes i just want to get everything over with.
i've contemplated of being depressed but if my parents found out i'm seeking help...they'll kill me.
i do not know what to do.
friends are deserting me cause i just don't want to talk anymore. i dont want to hang out. i dont want to do anything ...but sit there.
I second mmmsteph. You say your parents will kill you if they find out you're seeking help, but this isn't about them. It's about you and your life, and it sounds like you need to see someone. Maybe a guidance counselor or teen support group? They have groups specifically created for teens who are stressed/unhappy. Find one, join it. Or book an appointment to talk to a doctor.
If you're feeling like everything's going downhill, act on it. You don't deserve to feel this way.
good luck + hang in there =]
(Rating: 5) thanks(: i think i might just try that.