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>> Born and raised in Brooklyn, NY but now residing in Pennsylvania

>> 22 years of age and in college. Graduated with an Associate's Degree in Medical Administration, now working with a laboratory as a jack of all trades customer service rep, hoping to pursue a higher degree in the healthcare field.

>> Taken since 11.25.07

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ok, i cant get my past out of my head. ive been through alot of shyt in my life.
heres how it starts:

when i was younger my mom took me out of state away from my dad. my mom tried filling my head with crap like my dad was going to kill us if he finds us. and so i didnt see him for about 9 years.
before i saw my dad:
i lived in shelter after shelter, never in a stable home.
my mom use to beat me when i was asleep and awake, everyday i went to school bruised up...one day i got tierd of my mom beating me so i hit her back and she called the cops(this happened twice)
i always got in fights at school(i always won(just sayig) and i got suspended for it. one time i punched this chicks face in so bad, her parent pressed charges(the charges droped because the chick moved away). i always skiped school and class.
I use to make my self throw up...not because i didnt like the way my body looked, but because of some of the shyt that happening.
when i was in 5th or 6th grade i almost died...i kept getting strip-throat and it turned into mono and both sides of my neck were swollin' litterally the size of tenis balls, i went to the hospital...i was in there for about a month and a half they gave me some meds and then i had to goback cause i had a servere reaction i was in the hospital again for another 2 weeks or so...

then i moved in with my dad and all seemed to get better!!!:)

that pretty much it...
i cant get all this shyt out head...
help me!!!
what do i do???? im desperate for the right answer to make me not think about my past!!!

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi :]

Well wow hun, you had alot go on in your life, it's not a surprise you look back on it. I'm sorry for all that's happened to you as a child, considering no child should have to go through the types of things you've gone through. On the other end though I'm assuming everything has changed around (???)... I'm hoping you're doing better in school, that you're not causing yourself to throw up anymore, etc.. Because it's unnecessary, you know?

Well to answer your question as to how to get these things out your head, there's many ways :D

I also had drama as a child, but I used music and poetry to express my feelings and feel better. Lol I'd take my CD player and blast that music out my headphones, ignore everything around me and just focus on how meaningful music lyrics can be.

Poetry was my passion, because I am a very quiet and shy person, so talking to someone was out of the question. I would put all my heart, my soul, and my tears onto that piece of paper I was writing, which got me alot of recognition from friends when I eventually got the courage to show a few.

Also, you can talk to people. Counselors, close trustworthy friends, dad maybe? Talking does help, crying helps too but I'm not sure if you like letting it out that way.

Eventually with my poetry and music and other interests, I got over the bad moments and just look forward to my future which I hope to succeed in and I hope that someday you'll feel the same way too :D good luck!!

Uniq

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(Rating: 5) thanks...
and yes everything has turned around...
know that you mention it ive been in several activities this summer and my mind wondered somewher else than those crazy memories

THANKS
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