Hey! Im Alyssa. Im 15 life has deff. thrown me several bumps along the way. I have suffered from suicidal times, severe depression. Also a recent pregnancy. Im pretty sure Im keeping my baby:) Im due in late October early November. Feel free to ask me anything. I love riding horses especially barrel racing and pole bending. I also do gymnastics, well not sense I got pregnant.
Gender: Female
Location: ohio
Occupation: Dari Point- Ice cream scooper :P
Age: 15
Member Since: January 11, 2009
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15/f.
I guess this isn't really a question, but to see if anyone has gone through what I am going through now.
You see I seem to be getting more and more depressed lately.
I just feel so alone. I have friends, but I don't have like a super close friend who is always there for me. I don't have a boyfriend. The guy that I have liked since seventh grade is now practically dating this amazingly pretty girl who seems to have everything. It just hurts so bad because for some reason I thought that he had feelings for me. It makes me feel like I am not good enough, or pretty enough.
I don't think people know what I am going through. I live in a nice home, my parents have good jobs, and I get good grades.
People don't understand that every night I turn up my music (so my family won't here me) and just cry.
I don't know if I should talk to my mom about going to counseling. But, you see, I've went to counseling before when I was younger because I was sexually harassed, and I know that if I talk to my mom about counseling she will think that its about that and really isn't.
Anyway... I am kind of babbling on... so I'll end it here. Any input would be great. (link)
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I have been going through this same thing, getting out of it finally. I got so bad that I was to the point where I had shut everyone out of my life. It took alot to get to where I am now, and after you are a little better does not mean that you wont have any more bumps along the way. I would talk to you mom about getting a counsler they help alot sometimes it takes a few tries to find a good one, I would suggest a girl, you can relate to them more. Also make sure when you talk to your mom that you tell her its not because of what happened then its whats happening now, at school and emotions Im having. You might also want to talk to your dr. and get on an anti-depressent. I am on cymbalta and that is what really helped me turn around. I also would write, get a journal and just write your feelings, it helps and you can go back through and read it and see your progress with emotions. Feel free to come talk to me any time you need to:)
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