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I'm Samantha Jane Stepp. 17/f/Ohio. Junior at MHS. I digg photography, music, writing, reading, swimming, shopping, singing, and going on adventures.


I've seen and done it all. Nothing you can do/say will intimidate me or make me think less of you. With that being said, roll with questions, I give dayum good advice.

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I was wondering, AM I AN ALCOHOLIC?

Well, I've been noticing my weird behavior this days. And i really wanna know if i have a problem.

I love partying and drinking.

I love jack daniel and black label. I also drink wine sometimes but i drink beer more often.

I miss school sometimes because of my hangovers and for not sleeping well.

I don't communicate with people like before, i barely answer my phone, it's weird that i have new friends i don't talk to anyone.

I sometimes drink alone in my room, and sometimes i pass out.

i drink literally everyday, not drunk but even having at least 3 or 4 beers.

I do homework while drinking. I drink at school sometimes.

Sometimes i'm dying to get home from school to take a drink.

I hang out with friends more often than before, like i never stay home if i dont need to.

And when i say hang out, i mean chilling at a friend's house just drinking, and others smoking up hash.

I spend all my money on drinks. I would drink and not buy food.

And i've noticed that i drink more everyday to get my head fixed like the night before.

It's bothering me, the need for my drinks and everyday i woke up and go like "CRAP i did not do that yesterday" , or sometimes i just don;t remember some parts.

I got kicked out of a concert for picking a fight with a girl (im a girl), IT WAS embaressing

I made out with zillion of guys when im drunk.

I LOVE DRINKING, i love it's advantages but i can't deal with it's disadvantages, and my lifestyle is shit right now so i can't ask for help from doctor/parents, and if you're gonna suggest a close friend, EVERYONE DRINKS but not as much as me and my close friends.

Any kind of help.

That's alright. Because they've made a website for those who can't physically attend AA meetings, but can use the web. It's like an AA online, and I've heard that its' just as effective. http://www.aaonline.net/

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(Rating: 5) Thanks, but i live in egypt (im austrlian) and they dont have organizations like AA and stuff so no luck for me
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