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I'm knowledge25. Some things you should know about me is that I love reading and solving tricky puzzles. I am always there to help a friend in need. SO send me questions anytime and you would definetely get an answer from me. Thankyou.
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I 16f and the biggest loner ever.I am not mean, hateful,I dont put anyone down or anything..I just never fit in.I am always the odd one out because I dont know how to make a joke at the right time,or isnt one wearing brand clothes,or because i dont smoke or do drugs, or because I dont have something that stands out about them. I had kidney failure when I was three,have been in the hospital most of my life,which contributes to the fact that I didn't make any friends.There was this one time though,about 5 years ago when I met this one girl,she said we were best friends and nothing would ever come between us,and when i heard this I thought things were finally looking up..Long story short,We were best friends for four years when all of a sudden,she decided to dump me for my (jerk of a)brother.Now I have had no friends again for quite a while.I desperately need to have a friend or a boyfriend.I need to feel like I belong.My family doesnt appreciate or love me at all.My mom always says 'I dont have time' when i try talking to her,and my younger sister always tells me she likes my (drunk,smoking weed,best friend stealing,jerk)brother more then me.
I don't look ugly or anything,and no one would ever know that I had kidney failure if I never told them. But its something else that leaves me left behind,hiding in a corner or in the dust.. I have no idea what I should do.Im thinking I should transfer schools next year to get out of this mess of a life..I only have one year left, but I think it would be best if I leave all this crap behind even if ive been here 11 years of my life.. and get out. What do you think? I know there must be true friends and boyfriends out there somewhere! I need comfort,hugs,laughter,less tears,and more joy in my life (link)
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Hi, I have never seen you in my life but I feel like I know you. I don't claim to be an expert on these matters but I think what you need is a positive outlook towards yourself. You don't have to fit in. Stand out, you came to this world to do something different in the world. Imagine if everyone did everything similarly, if everyone believed that earth was the center of the solar system and those astronomers never stood and said that no sun is the center of the solar system, we would still be living our life in complete ignorance. If you still feel that these things are stupid and you just want people to notice you, then take a stand for yourself. Start noticing yourself, smile, do things you want to do, play sports you want to play. If you have confidence in yourself, people will have confidence in you. Be yourself and remeber somewhere someone is there for you who will love you more than anything in world and you know what that love would be worth waiting for. I hope even if you thought that my advice was a piece of junk, I hope that I made you smile. People around you don't matter, its only you that holds importance. Knowledge25
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Yeah, I know that it is me that makes the difference. I feel as if I don't want to leave here because its what ive been living for so long. But its what im living that is starting to kill me... you know? Thanks for the advice ;)
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