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I have a serious cutting problem. I just got out of rehab for depression and suicide attempts. I was there for 3 months. My cutting habit started in rehab. During day treatment, I began scratching myself with plastic tweezers during Art. I cut when I feel anxious, I cut when I think about my ex. The only girl I ever dated, 5 month relationship. She abused me and was obsessed (clinically, extreme OCD). She hurt me and took control of my life, but some how i still love her and think about her and want to be with her. We aren't allowed to talk, but we have seen each other a few times and I just break down. She still loves me. And more than anything I would love to be back with her. I know that I don't need to, but after all the stuff she does to me, I still am in love. I cut as a punishment for thinking about, talking about, or anything else about her. Which is hard.
This is mainly a two part question.
How do I stop my cutting habit? (I do hide things and I am on anti-depressants)
And,
How do I get "out of love"?

Thank You So Much.
17/F

its kind of hard to stop if your mind is set on cutting... you are going to think about it right away when something goes wrong, I've been through it. try seeing a counsler, my counsler recommened throwing ice cubes at a brick wall, screaming or ripping up a phone book.. I never tried them though, this sounds kinda crazy but take your sheets off your matress and stab your bed with a knife just let out your frustrations or throw things against your wall, but things that are nice and soft loll I've broken a lot of things because I used to grab whatever I could be my hands on. From now on don't let your feelings bottle up in you, because it just gets worse.

with the whole out of love thing, sorry I can't really help you there the only thing I can think of is finding someone new, that puts you in a better mood, because even though you love her she's making you upset also

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(Rating: 5) you are really compassionate in your answers. i find that really comforting (: thank you so much.
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