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Q: my friend wanted to suck my blood because he claims hes a vampire. so i thought, cool! why not? well, when the time came for me to slit my wrist, i dug a little to deep and went a little fast, because it CUT MY WRIST, WIDE OPEN. i had used a razor and it made a very fine, half-inch-wide cut on my arm. i freaked out, and had to show my parents. but to keep them from thinking i needed help, i told them it was blodlust. but now the think im losing my faith in God, and my moms mad cuz she knows i wasnt raised this way. i was raised in a christian environment. and i know that. im not losing my faith, im still a christian. but i do have a fasination with dark stuff. eg: im emo/goth. i wear all black and really thick eye liner and i dyed my hair black. ive been severely depressed for about 3 years. i used to cut, and they found out. i also enjoy twilight and other vampire stories. i like scary movies that have to do with demons and vampires and stuff that really would not please my parents. i dont know why i like that stuff, but its a lot better than romance novels and chick flicks, in my opinion.
but my dad is sort of in shock about the whole bit on my wrist, and for today, at least, they have locked me up in the house and i cant leave unless its to let out my neighbor's dogs. i dont think what i did was a very big deal, and i dont think they care about my well-being at all. i think they just dont wanna look like bad parents because their oldest daughter slit her wrist so some guy could suck her blood.
they think i need help and i know there is nothing wrong with me. so now they barely let me out of their sight and im sick to death of it!! all i can do is schoolwork and get on my computer or read and im totally done.
what do i do? how do i convince them that nothing is wrong?? why cant they just let go?
im 16/f, btw.
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NO BIGGIE? This is exactly the opposite.
You thought a guy was a vampire? Hate to break it to you, but they don't exsist.
"i dont think they care about my well-being at all." Except the fact that they were worried when you told them you CUT YOUR WRIST? And when you said your mother was upset about you losing your faith in God? Your parents sound like awesome parents to me.
ANy why do you feel the need to label yourself as a goth/emo? Just find your true self and don't just settle for what society thinks you have to be like (or not be like). Even if you don't like romance novels & chick flicks, there are other non-dark things to read and watch. It's not just black and white with entertainment, white being the romance/girly stuff and black being the dark stuff. There's so much in between, so go find something like that.
I know this isn't what you WANT to hear but it's what you NEED to hear: you do need help. You need to realize there is much more to life than cutting, vampires, and being "gothic".
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no, i didnt "think" he was a vampire, i know they dont exist. im not stupid. but vampires are cool.
and im not goth/emo because i think society thinks i have to be like that, its JUST WHAT I AM. i like black, i hate colours. id rather live in a dull world with shades of grey than look at all the sickening colours in this shithole of a world. you think i need help? you think im sick? then call 911.
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hiii! i'm caroline. i'm eighteen years old, and just started my freshman year of college. i have a magificent boyfriend who i love more than anything. we've been together over three years. he's also my best friend. speaking of which, my other best friends are also pretty fantastic. another huge part of my heart is devoted to god. he's blessed me with so much more than i deserve, and even though i fall short on a daily basis, he's still there for me, every step of the way. i'm a pretty simple girl- i love anything fun, texting, being outdoors, swimming, playing soccer, frisbee, or watching football, spending time with my family, and most of all- living my life to the absolute fullest.
to be frank, i'm not going to answer your questions about girl drama or pregnancy, because i have no experience in either of those categories, nor do i want to listen to you whine about how "we didn't use a condom" or "she's such a &*^#%!!!!". however, i'm totally open to anything else. drop something in my inbox and i'll get to it pretty quick- i'm quite the net nerd (:
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Gender: Female Location: West Virginia Age: 18 Member Since: November 12, 2006 Answers: 234 Last Update: February 17, 2009 Visitors: 13530
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