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Q: This is probably the weirdest thing you've heard, but here it is. Have you ever wanted something to be wrong with you? Like you actualy wanted to be sick or have a disease or something. I don't know what it is, but thats how I feel. Am I the only one? Does anyone else ever feel like this, or know someone that feels or felt like this?
15/F diagnosed with hypothyroidism, hypoglycemia, premenstrual dysphoric disorder, and obvious depression. Some OCD possible. I just like to make lists :]
I cant remember wanting to be sick, but I dont remember much of anything before getting sick at the end of eighth grade. Im still not stabilized and I feel like everyone can see it, but I WANT them to see it. I lost a few of my closest friends because they didnt understand what its like to be too tired, physically and mentally EXHAUSTED, to move. Im just the girl next door, I guess, so I only ever had those familiar two "BFFs" like on tv [Lizzie McGuire, iCarly, youg get it]. SO I guess I like talking about my problems to strangers and fellow students and stuff because I want to make the people understand

WAAAAIIT I lost my point; but yeah. Have no doubt that a number of people feel and think just like you :]
But I dont get this normal stuff. What is normal anymore? Should normal even be considered a word? Because of the everchanging trends and cliques and highschool crap. Its normal to want to be different. ITs PERFECTLY NORMAL to want to STAND OUT. GAHHHH MY HEAD HURRRTS i only have so much energy :[[
alekfjil;ufal;i sorrry i dont know what happened. i dont blame you for not understanding one bit of this. hah :/

Thanks so much. It's definitely nice to know i'm not the only one. And I understood pretty much all of that.

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xxDearLee
Most call me quaint. Im afraid to be blunt.
I dont get out much, either.
Lifes been pretty mellow lately, but I only see it as the calm before the storm. Its okay; I love the rain.
No I cant handle the truth. Just tell me anyway. I love having secrets and I actually sort of like being labeled.
I believe everything, the good, the bad, can change in a second. Someone please tell me otherwise? But I can be...well, stubborn and slightly insane.
Yeah, youve been warned.
I have trust issues and dont take things lightly. Im always asking too many questions looking for what I want to hear. Thats not the best quality to have.
And people often dont understand me, especially when I babble. But hey!
--Lifes short. Talk fast.And oh. I never take my own advice. Kooky, eh? Yeah, IDK.
forumfulness. experience the insanity..ZWOOOSHH

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