Member Since: December 27, 2007
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Last Update: June 14, 2008
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iv never had an actual "bf" but many very close guy friends. but recently my best friend, the guy who i trusted my life with made my life a living hell and screwed up every possible thing, bc we liked eachother. hes afraid of me cause i get"to close" to guys. i just hug everyone and i like it when guys hold me, i just feel that no guy loves me at all. he ruined me and i can not trust anyone even if its a girl, i had all my trust in him. we hate eachother and fight so much somedays but others we like eachother we just forgive eachother way to easy. i need to get over him and iv been tryin for the past year but i just cant, its hard to explain, weve been best friends then he has the most retarded reason and then ruins me over and over again. i know ud say just try and get over him but iv done every possible thing, i just cant. i dont know what to do?
im soo love sick. iv always been better friends with guys but recently iv been suck an ass to guys i only have two close guy friends left. i just think any guy friends will hurt me again, so im a jerk to them and they did nothing im the biggest bitch there is :c so iv been falling for any guy i meet and talk to alot. then i never see them again and i get heartbroken. i hug and cuddle with them, but some i just talk to for hours. example> last guy i met at cousins party, we flirted from the very beginning then on and off i would be a jerk to him and then he asked me to dance and i said no bc i was texting the guy who hurt me at the moment and then he was sad and left for a while then at the end insteada sayin bye i said jackass and left crying, ive never been like this but i was hurt so bad and i hate hurting other guys for no reason im such a drama and jerkkk to guys, he is three years older than me and he didnt care hes liked me before he even knew :(. i love a guy, flirt talk for hours and cuddle then end up bein an ass what can i doo, i just cant get over it? i dont even know what love is anymore, and the thing i hate the most is their so nice to me and ima bitch backkk Dx. what do i do for either or both paragraphs??? fourteen by the wayy (link)
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Okay, maybe you should try being nice to the guys that you like instead of being a b****. Really what is the point of that. Are you still like four? People do not like being treated like s***. Maybe if you were nicer then things would work out with the first guy and I don't blame him for saying that you get too close to guys which you should stop if you are interested in someone so that they know that they could trust you back. Maybe you have trust issues because you are not that trustworthy perhaps?
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i already know ima screwup thanks for makin it worse
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