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Age: 15
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ok everyone when i was about 5 we had a guy live with us and well he raped me like all the time and then just last year i met some guy online and i thought i really loved him but when we met he raped me and then my dad got really sick and well i got into a big emotional breakdown and i was always depressed and i cut myself alot and well now im not so depressed but i cant stop cutting i dont know why but when i try to stop everything comes back to and the longer i keep cutting it is like everything is ok but i know its not and i have days where i everything is ok and i dont remember any of it but then the next day it hits me like !!POW!! i mean i will start to break down crying and well i cnt stop cutting and my dad found out and when he sees them he gets upset and then he gets sicker but no matter what i do icant stop i need to know what to do if anyone is willing to give me some advice i would really love it thnx
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Hey....
I want to let you know your problem is one I've suffered with and ironicly I was raped when I was 5 also...But I never met a guy over the internet.
But I have had problems with my mom....But the best advice I can give you is talk to someone, believe me it like literally takes half the weight off your shoulder...And make it someone who will listen and that cares and loves you...
I will be completly honset I am currently still struggling with cutting.....I have sudden urges to cutt when right now nothing is wrong!Because I have anxicty and I FEEL LIKE i'M JUST WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO GO WRONG!So hold on tight and talk to someone! For example one of my friends has been helping me because one night I called him in tears....It also helps to find a distraction a healthier habit....Maybe poetry??? But I have one more little peice of advice I highly recoomend the book"7 habits of a highly affective teen" it helps.....GOOD LUCK!!!
....... Crazy4MyLove......
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thnx ill look the book and right and iv been writing poetry for 4 years now and it really does help sometimes
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