Well I'm a very real down to earth advice giver.I'm not going to sugar coat anything.ill give you the best advice and it may come off kind of mean but I guarntee you by time your done reading you'll feel better and you will understand where I'm coming from...well in case your interested in knowing alittle bit about myself Ill tell you.I'm a female and I've experienced a lot at my young age.I'm a certified genius who skiped highskool and went straight to college which iam still currently in...I know a lot about life and people...so I can pretty much give you advice on any topic...even sex ;) and relationships...so pretty much that's about as much as ill tell you about myself...hope you like no love my advice...thanks for reading about me....you advicer jamie :)
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does anyone here have clinical depression or bipolar or something like that? ever since i was 9 i had fits of serious mood drops. i even tried commiting suicide at 13 (i have no idea how i survived i took a new bottle of asprin and panadol and a whole box of capsul medicine i didn't know what for -probably dad's coz he has diabetes and cholesterol and HBP- anyway i went to bed and woke up as if nothing happened)
then i tried it again but my sister had beat me up to take it (she's basically my mom... my mom's so passive... scared my dad wud blame her for screwing up the family)....
oh and the reason i'm asking about bipolar is that i usually get weired mood swings. i am so depressed and misrable and aloof all through the day but get so hyper at night and try to kid with my family and they just say i am weired....
also recently, my first time away from home, i went with a bunch of my friends for about 4 months and i totally went crazy. no boundaries no fear of danger no nothing. then i went home i was fine but my younger brother told my parents and so now new rules even though i am away from home... its basically house arrest or with my probation officer (my dumb annoying brother).
so i am not sure if it is my home condition or if i have something wrong with me :s .... i cant go to a shrink because me parents will freak out. and as i've said i can't leave without someone with me....
i get really upset if i THINK i did something stupid in front of friends and family and i end up getting so depressed because of it, moping for days and just staying in bed.... i have a fear that people will think i am stupid and just leave me.. i admit i had a very.. well complex childhood. we had money but its not about that... i knew i was different from the day i was born... my parents say i am spoiled, oversensitive, dramatic, complex.......
oh plus we have depression and bipolar running in the family... uncle and aunt and my older bro (though i sometimes think it was either from his surgery he suddenly went crazy, or he wasn't and dad just pretended he was and put hem in with all his connection so he could stop interfering with the business...)
what are the odds of me having it!?
and what can i do to find out?
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Scarborough, Ontario, ca
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Well you know what I'm just gonna tell you this....you have a lot of tough times ahead of you....and you have serious serious emotional issues that's just gonna get worse as you get older...these things don't get better...just worse...believe me I know...what ever you do....don't get a girlfriend...not right now....don't take this to no affense but a girl will just make things more confusing for you...you think you're complex try being in a relationship...now that's complex...and you're not emotionally stable enough to be in a relationship...just take it easy...and pray every singke night...because you hornestly have real emotional problems...and it running in your family just makes you more likely to have the same problems....so eventually you're gonna have to see a doctor because you're gonna be so unstable to the point where your family is not gonna be able to control you...no matter who's going with you....you're definietly gonna need to see a doctor before you hurt yourself or someone else....but don't worry you're not crazy or weird or mental....you just have some issues you need to deal with....just like the rest of the world...don't worry what you're going thru many people go thru it.....you'll be fine....well I hoped I helped....godbless you and your family...goodluck...and if you need someone to talk to who can relate to some of the stuff your going thru you can hit me up on yahoo....or on here....godbless!!! ........your friend/advicer.......jamie
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oh... i didn't realize it gets that complicated.. :s
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