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Gender: Female
Member Since: June 28, 2007
Answers: 33
Last Update: August 10, 2007
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im back again sadly...see if you know.my life hasnt went up only down hill. i went across the world and i just had the worst breakdown ever so far but mentally not physically. i tried so hard to cut i couldnt take it i wanted to die on the spot. all i had was my camera, their was absoluty no sharp objects. no computer, nowhere and nothing to write, no music, no tv, not even my own room. their was nothing i had to leave. i just started running...jumped off our porch, kept running. i hate my family they only made it worse. i was ready to run then my dad started showing my brother all my pictures i took laughing saying all thats wrong...i wanted to knock them out cold right there but i just sat on the couch after yelling louder then ever and got in the biggest fight ever. then i ran. half a day later i came back only for a new battery but i stayed. did they care, no. i was takeing pictures. then when i got back it started again i tried cutting i guess but deep with my sharp nails till i bleed. then with cacti. im back home with a scar reminding me. when i cut, i cut my wrists so i can watch the blood. then on the plane i was going through my pictures the person i sat by was watching hes a adult photographer saying everything about my pictures he loved them and he said i should enter contests. if i dont like you at the start i probly wont talk to you youd sense the deepest hate in hell between me and someone. but we talked the whole flight for hours. i felt good once that whole vacation. i sat away from my family on the plane. them 3 sat together then i sat 13 rows ahead. i look normal most of the time, my parents think im just like this because im a girl?!wtf?nothing about that do they not get it through their thick skulls. idk im better off alone because im used to it they leave me everywhere. they do not notice a thing about me. i might add more later, i might leave to someone elses house or down the street or 6flags the mall or anywhere ill get my friends idk i just need help i WILL NOT talk to them discussing it. how do i drop hints or what ever though i doubt theyll take it......and so much more..ill add (link)
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As hard and terrible as it sounds right now...you need your parents alot right now...if you cant talk to them...dont. But you need to know that whatever they do..they do because they love you... they want you to be safe...but something that was wrong of your parents was to show your brother the pictures you took...this issue does not concern your brother...it is between you and your parents. As for the man you sat next to on the plane... dont trust people you meet there...they could be taking advantage of you...that is one of the reasons I say you need you need your parents alot right now...please remember this....I hope you seek the answers that can help you.
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i trust total strangers way more than my family
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