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Wow! Thanks for even looking at this. Well basically my life is in the crapper right now. In other words that are more understandable It SUCKS! Everyone is always telling me the same things. You are only 14 and everyone goes through it around your age or my fav! " Your life is not that bad" But yes it is though! My friends dont like me anymore and I dont have a boyfriend! Yes! I sound pathetic as hell but I am pathetic. I mean why does life have to be so damn hard. What made it this hard? Was it my fault? I sit in my room all day watching tv and I just cry because it sux! Everyone else has a boyfriend and friends that they can call and hang out with. Not me though! I just dont know how to make myself happy without having any friends! I mean I tell myself that this will pass over and one day everything wil get a lil bit better. And whats even worse is that I try to get A boyfriend but they dont like me and they use me then call me a whore and plus they always want another girl. They say I'm hott and I'm sweet and skinny but I dont feel that way anymore. Is this a sucky age or did I make my life this way? Cause I try to make things better and I try to make guys like me and notice me but that never works cause they always have a reason as to why they cant have a relationship with me! I cant take it anymore. And I've talked to everyone and they all tell me the same damn thing. Nothing works because at the end of the day I still have no friends and no boyfriend! I mean I'm nice! I'm not a bitch and I'm not that ugly. And everyone tells me I'm not mature enough to have a boyfriend but when I see everyone else thats not but like 1 year older than me have a boyfriend I cry because I feel like an outcast or like I dont belong in this world. Thats why I want to kill myself sometimes because what am I living for? Not myself because I suck at life. I try to play the game of life but it doesnt work ! does anyone know how to deal with my problem? (link)
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you need to not focus on guys, when you do that, they're all over you, believe me, i've been there. and as for friends, you need to be yourself around new people, there has to be someone who'll be there for you, my best friend and i stopped talking about 2 years ago, and it killed me, i didn't know what to do with myself, but i realized, there are more people in the world, i don't know what your friends don't like you anymore, but if that's the case, they're not your friends. take some time to sort things out, hang out with new people, and with that, will come boys, don't be so hard on yourself, you'll get it.
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Rating: 4
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Thanks and I'll try to make new friends! I mean I'll hang out with my cousins and maybe they will do something fun!
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