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i have constant suicide thoughts and know i must be checked into a hospital i went to crisiskids.com or whatev. and they didnt understand im seriously considering this. im 13 years old, female. i feel like im not wanted here, and no one even cares anymore. i constantly fight with my mother and father and sisters. how can i get the medical help i need before i seriosly kill myself. (link)
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well i've had the thoughts before and a lot latey and the one thing that i keep thinking that is probably the only thing keeping from going throght with it is that there's so much more to life. you are still young (so am i, 15 male but there's a lot of stuff that has happened to me between those years that i wouldn't want to miss for anything) there's so many things you have experienced yet. it's kinda weird being a guy but i alway think of getting married and stuff. that one thing that i really want and is something i think about when i start to think about suicide. you also got to think that life is like a rolercoaster. a very unpredictable(sorry i can't spell) one but still a rolercoaster. there's high times and low times. it's always changing never consistant. so if you do get through this hard time there is sadly going to be other hard time, maybe every harder than now, but if you push through there are tons of good thing that can happen has a result. just hold in and remember you haven't lived a whole life yet, and there is always someone in the world who loves you (just to let you know i do believe in God and stuff but that's not what i'm talking about though God is very helpful sometimes) i'm talking about you mother, father, and sisters. you my fight all the time but when you really get down to it they deeply love you and they would miss you tarribly. you would be hurting them by killing yourself. a good friend is always helpful, i have a guy bestfriend and a girl bestfriend and i can tell them both anything(but i usually talk to the guy one a little more about the suicide thing and problems) i really know that feeling like you just want to end it and it feels like that the only way it can stop and nothing is every going to go right ever. but really i've been in that place more than one and if you can pull yourself out, life can really open up in so many ways. if you do have a knife and you hand and really are seconds away for suicide, before you do you should at least talk to someone, anyone. once there was this girl i met for about 2hrs and we just talked about our lives and problems and stuff and it was really refreshing to know i'm not the only on who's got problems. a girlfriend was seriously the best thing in my life, she made me so happy and over joyed all the time. but that's just me, that may not be the best thing for other people.(omg this is really long and i'm really sorry but i have a lot to say on this) there's a lot of stupid, meaning less stuff in the world but i believe is all worth living in for those singal moments of happiness. but yeah sorry again for how long it is. hope i helped.
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