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Hey!
Im Sho.
I've been through lot in my 14 years.
I know a bit about divorce, relationships, Self-harm and mental health matters and death in your family cause I've lived through it all, and still battling with consequences of some of these.
I'm a regular girl who goes to a grammar school in the United Kingdom. I come from a big family - 7 kids. I voulenteer with Special needs kids - Autism and Aspergers and I know about these pretty well because of it.
I'm very into Paranormality, Randomness, Rock/Punk music, Quoting and playing my Clarinet and Guitar.
Hope to see you round (:
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14/f
I don't know if I'm depressed or if it's just teenage hormones but...
Since 4th grade, I've been getting multiple suicide thoughts and in the past year and a half, I've been attempting to kill myself but backed down at the last moment. & I feel like a horrible person, friend, daughter, sister, and everything. I feel like no one cares about me and that no one would miss me if I'm gone. I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone and that everyone deserves someone much better than me. I've tried to drug, drown, strangle, and cut myself to death. And I always seem to stare out of my window wondering where I'd fall and if I would die. I've been cutting myself for over a year now and blah. I'm afraid to let anyone get close to me and I just pretend like everything is fine. But when I get home, I just want to kill myself and start crying.

What's wrong with me? This has been going on for 5 years now and it's not getting any better but getting worse and worse

Hey
I know how you're feeling
I've been feeling similar since I was about 8 years old

Hon, You need to get help. It will benifit you.
There is a reason for the cutting and the self-worthlessness. It isnt fair on you to feel horid about yourself, I bet you'rea brilliant person.

I recently tried to kill myself, and as only stopped by a fried ringing me. I thought that no-one cared about me either, but once a few of my friends heard about my experience, I realise just how much support I get from them, and I appreciate it now.
Talk to a few of the people that you asscosciate with and I'm sure they'll tell you that they care for you.

If you're having one of 'those' times wher you think that yiu need to do something, then get away from anything that up could use, lock yourself in the under-stair cupboard if you have to.
You're a strong person,
You've survived this long and you've come one here and asked for help.
Its the first step. (:
AIM/MSN me if you need to
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