Hello my Name is Beth and my dream is to become an advice columnist for a newspaper or magazine. So please ask me any question and i will answer no matter the how weird.
thanx,
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Age: 13
Yahoo: askbeth92@yahoo.com
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I'm a teenage girl and I'm always alone- i'm not kidding. I'm homeschooled so that's why.(and i'm the only dependent minor in my family) I used to go to a prep school where I was around annoying people 24/7, and i hated that. But this makes me depressed too. Never being around anyone. my problem is this:
Whenever I get tired of being completely alone and I go out in public for a rehearsal or something (i do theater), I can't stand being around unintelligent sluts who don't understand me and just ask me why i look so sad and things like that. I get panic attacks whenever I try to talk to someone (unless it's one of my 2 best friends in the whole world) and i start sweating and I turn red and my heart starts pounding. and it gets too awkward and i have to make an escape.
I'm very well-spoken and i couldn't call myself "shy" but i still feel reclusive because i just don't really get along with other people. I've thought it was because of my intelligence being significantly above average. (been professionally tested) So I "notice things that no one notices" which makes me "unusual". (that was something stated word for word in my testing document thing)
It's like everyone else is a bunch of cows in a heard that looks exactly the same and does the same thing, and I'm a completely different species, who doesn't see the need to be in that heard. (if that makes sense)
I also battle depression- and I always have. It's not from any particular event- it's just always sort of been there. and i can't change it.
What is wrong with me? (link)
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hey girl i know how you r feeling . i feel the same ways . i\'m not part of that how you delicately put it \"everyone else is a bunch of cows in a heard that looks exactly the same and does the same thing\" well lets just say i\'m not part of that heard.how i deal with that is i do the things that interest me and do activities that represent me and just be myself. well when i try to talk to people i start coughing and my eyes start to water. what i do is when i\'m doing those activities like drama (i\'m interested in theater as well)the conversation just finds me . i like to talk to the people that like what i like and its more interesting and easty to speak when your talking your talking to the same species there is nothing wrong with you just be who you r . and get out to the world and show yourself off. buy things for yourself. eat what u like to eat. keep up with the theater. and don\'t think so much on the bad things and what is depressing or the *wrong* things about you. thin \\k about the things that represent you
well i think that i should eat my lunch
so if you have ne more questions please send me one i\'ll do my best to answer them
well i hope i helped.
love your drama ^buddy
respectfully,
ask_beth
p.s i like to read or watch movies to and eat lol to get my mind off depression
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Thank you SO much! You can never know how much you helped me! I have come back to the site to help other people like you have helped me.
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