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15/female. My life is great. I have everything I could ever need, and a small group of friends that I could tell ANYTHING to. My parents love me, and 99% of my family is beyond incredible, but sometimes I get too overwhelmed. I'm an only child, and my parents expect a LOT out of me. If I don't have straight high-A averages, I get privleges taken away because "I can do better" and I KNOW that they're right. I always LOVED school, and don't get me wrong, I still do, usually. But now that I'm in highschool there's more drama to deal with, and teachers are more eccentric, for lack of a better word. Sometimes it's too much to deal with. My mother attempting suicide last year was essentially my breaking point. She's got that worked out (nasty hospital screw-up and severe allergic reaction led to a decrease in serotonin; she's fine now) but nowadays I think constantly that something even worse will happen not just to her, but to many people I care about.
Sorry that was so long, but as you can see I really need to work some things out. Would it be weird to go to a therapist just ONCE, to have someone else to talk to, or would I be forced to go nine thousand times? (link)
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Well first let me say I am so sorry :( If you ever need someone to talk to you can inbox me. But of course its not weird to go to a therapist just once. You can't be forced into going more than once. But you might find that you like going to a therapist, and chose to go more than once. They really help. Good luck :)
Love,
Nicole
P.S. It gets tough for a lot of people in highschool. It was wicked hard for me, I understand what you are going through because I feel that everything that I do that has to do with school isn't good enough, and that my parents always want more. But don't worry it will pass as you get more used to highschool. Don't worry so much that something bad is going to happen to the people that you care about. I am sure that everything will be fine. You should probably talk to your mother a little, if you haven't already. Tell her how what she did affected you. I am sure that she is past the attempt and will make you feel better.
Hope I helped :)
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thanks so much. I'll try talking to my mom - when she's ready. I'll probably inbox ya at some point, too. =]
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