My name is Jeanny and i'm 14.
I've been through plenty and no the past hasn't been the greatest. I love to give advice and help people. I always put my friends before me. That is just how I am. I dress how I want, and because of that I get labled emo,punk blah but I don't let that get to me anymore. I love my friends but I don't love my life, things could go better at times. I get sad a lot and Stuff but most the time I don't even know why. Photography and music is my life, I love it. I am a loud//crazy//random person and most the time I have to be told shutup because i'm being to loud. I hide my feelings all the time. I can look happy and cheerful but crying on the inside. I get mad easily and I hate it. I'll go off on people if they talk about my friends.
Boys get scared of me because they think i'm "evil" but at least I can get them to leave me alone. I try to be nice now a days and I try not to get a temper with my dad because I know he means the best for me. My mom hasn't always been there for me but i've learned to accept that. Life ain't perfect and there is nothing that me or anyone in this world can do about it. I try to accept that. I love to give advice but I never listen to it for me. I don't think it fits for me so I let other people give me the advice.
I'm addicted to myspace and I hate it. It takes up so much of my life but I know that I could never delete it.I've been in love and i've got my heart broken, i'm still workin on that. When i'm mad or upset music is there for me. It's my theropy :]
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15/f
let me give you a little backround information before i ask you my questuon, or get into my actual story.
when i was like really really little i had this sleep over with my friends at my dad's house, my dad's a little too huggy, ya know what i mean? like when a parent hugs kids who have really big personal space bubles... so anyway there was like this group counceling thing and all of my friends got together and talked about how inaproprite my dad is, so there was a bunch of legal action taken and stuff like that (which is still going on now that i'm 15 instead of 7) so anyway, long story short i have some really serious issues diriving from this case thing... and one of which is that i think it's all my fault....and i know that a normal person would abandon anyone who was involved... but i didn't, i stayed really colse with one of the key people that did this... i know it's messed up but... she was the only one that would talk to me for about a year. so fast forward, now i really love all my friends and i trust them with all my heart, and one of my closest friends knows a little about the case.
so here's what i'm pondering about... my really close friend got really pissed off because he thinks my dad's really really cool (which he is) but anyway he got pissed cuz i still hang out with my friend that was involved in the case and because of serten things that this case has caused we couldn't give him a ride home like i said we would and so he said "this is all your fault, seriously, if it wasn't for you i would have a ride home, you need to pick better friends" so i was shocked... all i could say was "i'm sorry" and he said "you should be, this is all your fault". so i'm just hurt... and i don't know what to do at all... what should i say to him... what should i do... and should i stop hanging out with my friend who's involved in the case? keep in mind that whenever i talk about my dad's case i start crying and it's really hard to stop... thank you sooo much for any advice you can give me... and i'm really sorry this question's sooo long. (link)
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Honeslty. I don't think that you should give up being friends with your friend for a guy. I mean I know that it is very hard because he is a close friend. But i''m sure the other person is much more of a closer friend. If he was//is a true friend then he will respect who you are friends with. He can't tell you who to be friends with and who not to. you are you. not him :]
i hope that i have helped in any way!!
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