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it's not abnormal. definitely not.
i guess i more or less went through a portion of time where i did something similar. i photocopied my boobs. i got pretty embarrased, so i shredded the picture. and stayed away from the photo copier until i didn't want to do it anymore.
looking at porn on the internet has also bcome pretty normal, but if you're pretty young you really shouldn't be looking, and it's good that you understand that.
as for stopping both of those things - seperate yourself from the computer for a while, or if you need the computer for other things, block certain websites from your computer, and have someone other than you set the entrance password. the first senario is more normal, and you don't have to stop, because you're basically just exploring your body, but if you feel embarrased about it you should discontinue it, because it's upsetting you.
to do that, you should take up something else, not involving your camera. reading, or even resort to watching some TV. anything really to get your mind, and hands, off that camera.
none of it's really wrong, but based on how unsure you are of it, it's wrong for you. So keep that in your head, and take everything else you described -- out.
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