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the names Brooke.
iv gone trough it all, i know how you feel garnentee.
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i have been told several times im good at advice, and if you feel that no one understands you, i wont give up, i will try my best.
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recently, ive been messing up really bad. ive been drinking more. i started smoking weed about a month ago. ive started smoking cigs as well. i used to believe in abstinence, and i had sex with my friend the other night. not even my boyfriend, he was just my friend. the thing is, around people, i act normal. when im with my friends, i partially forget about all those things, i put them in the back of my mind. my family has no clue what goes on in my life. but when im by myself, i tend to think a lot. ive been thinking about these things a lot. ive been thinking about how i used to HATE smokers. and think that girls at this age who have sex are HUGE sluts. ive been telling myself that this is who i am now, &that im okay with it, but i dont know if i really am okay with it. i just don`t know what to do. i dont even know what my question is. maybe.. what should i do? i cant figure out if im okay with the way i am now or not. i just cant decide. i really dont know what to do. i want to be okay with it, but then im not. i want to hate myself for turning into everything that im against, but i cant.
i understand, i used to smoke weed and its so hard to stay sober. but think about it, its so illegal, how much trouble could this get you in? what if your parents found uout? what about your reputation? think about your old believes and things? this cojld be ahrd but honestly i think u should go back to what ypou were before because you gotta have repect for yourself! hope i helped if u ever need anything leaveo ne in my inbox
(Rating: 3) well, it`s not that it`s hard to stay sober, i have no problem doing that. it`s just.. idk. i guess it`s the people i hang out with. but when i think about my old beliefs, i kind of disregard them. i mean, i don`t want to, i just sort of do. idk. its weird. i do respect myself&everything.. it`s just. idk. i need like a brain doctor.