Rachel- The names Rachel, Rach if you prefer.
I have awesome friends - they are the coolest people you could ever meet.
I LOVE FOOD!
I have a ton of inside jokes.
I have been told im a blonde at heart, i ghess i cant deny it.
Alot of people ask me for advice and i give it to them - most of the time it helps =]
Me and Ashley Horowitz have fun jumping off my brothers truck and taking pictures while doing it =]
I'm very random and I plan on staying that way.
I'm a floridian but I've never been called one.
I like getting dressed up for nothing.
Me and Ashley Landolfi have the best times making princess movies toghether =]
Sammy- Hey,My names Samantha.but call me samster or smamy.idc. i love music.i love food.i love to party.i have three best friends.my school sucks that i go too.i like going to playgrounds.i play sports.mostly soccer.im not straight edge.i'd like to become a cheerleader. so yeahh.:]
Gender: Female
Location: sammy-boca raton,561;rachel-acreadge,561
Occupation: school?
AIM: rachel- RachelLynn 279 sammy- samster nicole
Member Since: January 4, 2007
Answers: 19
Last Update: January 31, 2007
Visitors: 2668
Main Categories:
Love Life
Families
Friendship
View All
|
| |
Im a 14 year old girl. i just recently [about a month ago] tried to commit suicide. but before i could my friend steped in a took my to my school counciler. from there my mom was called in and she was crying.. blah blah. mk well i was fine after that. me and my sister got back on track with each other. about two weeks later i started to cut myslef. in one night i had cut all the way up to my elbow. after that night i stoped. the next day i was happy. i dont get why all of this is happening. i am happy one day then i feel like slicing someone open and i have all this anger. no one ses this side of me. only my family and i am so mean to them its un real. but i hate that after the fact. after screaming my head off and wishing they would die i feel so low; so horrible. i write my feelings down in poems and other ways. i hate when i am in this mood but i dont kno how to ask for help. i tried once and they blew it off like teenage hormons and i let them. now im afride that one night i will have no control and go that extra mile. which i dont want to kill myslef but when i get in that mood i have lost all control and another me is showing... i am never this way with my friends just with my family; when the littlest thing ticks me off. i want so badly to totaly forget my family and leave. let me put it this way; i would rather be put in a mental intitution instead of live in this house. [i dont get betten i just dont conect w/ any family member]
please someone; how can i ask for help without directly asking for it. no one sees me hurting becuase i get this way when i am alone and i feel so emberrsed when i get this way. i dont kno what to do. im so confused. (link)
|
okay.
i myself know what its like to be in this postion.
i have felt the same exact way.
&for me my friends thought i was PMSing every 5 seconds.
but then i found out i was bipolar.
being bipolar can make you feel like how yr feeling.
what i would do it.
go to a doctor&ask them for help.
ask them questions&question them on things they say.
you need more help.
come back to me.
&tell me what happened.
then i'll be able to help a lot more.
-Sammy
|
|
Rating: 5
| |
thanks. at least i know now im not loosing my mind!
|
|