Gender: Female
Age: 16
Member Since: August 21, 2006
Answers: 52
Last Update: January 12, 2011
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I'm a 23 year old girl ,my life has been a living hell since my parents left us ,this was 10 years ago (I was 13 )I was the oldest and as you can understand I was always the one who had to pull it togheter for my other sisters ..I lost almost my whole life doing this...,no good memories,only pain and sorrow .
I fully grow up by my self thanks to the power of God .
But now I live with my bf ,he is good to me .
But memories keep coming back to me ,sometimes I woke up in the middle of the night crying and it just go on and on .
I don't know why but I keep asking myself why they walked out on us like that ,It hurts like hell.
I don't have close friend because I'm afraid
I don't know why ..I have thousand of good friend and you could say I am very popular for making jokes ,organising nice school trip ,parties ,acting in stage plays etc etc and I really can give good advice but I really really can't have a close friend , the truth is I am even afraid to be close to my bf , I don't know why ......I feel so unhappy feeling this way
I feel like I'm in a lonely world , I feel depressed ,I barely sleep and I can't concentrate at school.
My sex life sucks ,just because I can't get in the mood because I cant't stand for people to get to close to me ,I just want it to be quick so he can get off me ,this is a really strange feeling I can't explain,
I love him but I can't explain this weird feeling and its not just with him .My ex broke up with me because I never did have sex with him..
All this is depressing for me ,I can't live like this any longer
I am really dying inside
help me ,I need advice
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Well since you grew up in the power of God, I will pray for you. Sounds lame since I have no idea who you are, but that's how I feel. Loneley and depressed. Well that's how I did. And I prayed and so did everyone at my church and now I a not depressed. And I couldnt sleep or concentrate at school. And I only am 14, but I know a lot about God. So just keep praying for yourself, and if you are comfortable enough, then ask your boyfriend to pray with you. It honestly does help, trust me.
Hope everything works out!
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