Member Since: December 4, 2006
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Last Update: December 29, 2006
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all my life I have been judged by so many people. Im a nice person. I dont like being mean to people unless their mean to ME... I alway thought I looked pretty when I looked in a mirror, but sadly, nobody agrees with me. Everyone thinks im ugly! This ass named CJ is spending the night at our house and its only because he's on vacation from California and we have known him since kindergarden.... I was a stupid retarded little girl in Elementry school... I didnt know any better. I was always chasing guys for fun.... and now that we are in High School, I thought I had changed so much from then, but CJ said I havnt changed at all, and just now, I was upstairs watching tv, and Colton started a fight with me about how a chopper was a motercycle and not a helecopter (it can be both) but they his little friend joined in the fight and THEN the little bitch told me to shut up because I was annoying! it all started when the little booger wanted to play my brother's PS2, and I was watching tv, and these little twerps wouldnt stop making fun of me, and THEN my brother's little friend told said "Brittany told me your a dork" (he said it to me before, but when I asked Brittany, she said it wasnt true because she dosnt tell her brother ANYTHING) and im starting to think that everything everyone is saying is true.... I dont know why everyone is so mean..... I have dreams, but there crushed under the feet of my stupid brother, and CJ, and my sister Hollan, and EVERYONE! Hollan wont stop taking my stuff that little brat! Im a triplet, and my sisters have always been telling me "Thats why WE have boyfriends" and I havent gone out much, but my first bf was a fony... He asked his friend to ask my SISTER, Cher out..... but he accidently asked ME out instead, and I said YES! WHat was I thinking???? Well im really in a bad mood right now because today was also the day my dad made me do the dishes and he's not even getting the two little boys into trouble! its just me! Just because Im the older kid, dosnt mean that he shouldnt care about ME.
My family is soooooooo horibble... Me and my brother and sisters fight all the time, sometimes my mom even crys about it. But my sisters are bad people... They sneak out and stuff like that, and it makes me mad because they think their nold enough to have sex and all that (but I dont know if they have done it yet) but their the kind of people that think they get every boy they want... and the truth is.... they do... they get all the boys, and Im stuck inside.... Just today, I came outside and Hollan's all like "Go the fuck away! No one wants you here" and I just came out there to hang out with her friend Ali....
Everyone treats me like SHIT! I even bought my sister HOllan a $40 jacket at American Eagle Outfitters.... AND SHE'S STILL AN ASS!!!!!
(im not trying to brag) but Im a nice person! I dont like to be mean! I dont like to make people cry! But no matter how nice I am to people, they are always mean to me! THey call me names like dork, nerd, geek, and my sister even calles me a prude! It really makes me mad...
I remember I got in a huge fist fight with my sister Hollan on the front Lawn, and Monae and Ali and ANika were all watching and they didnt bother to do anything! I have been picked on my whole life and im too nice to do anything about it! I mean I usually dont fight back because I know I'll lose.... I always lose.....
I dont know what to think of myself now..... (link)
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hey you!! you seem alot like me. its nice to know someone i can relate to. listen to me---you need to learn to NEVER put YOURSELF down. you are your own hero and your own PERSON. you can talk to you about anything! think about it! your your own best friend and so that settles that. give yourself credit and praise yourself once in a while! maybe more! now as for the ugly part---i know how that is too. sometimes i look in my mirror and think damn i think i look pretty--but it seems whenever i look in another mirror everything changes to u-g-l-y. we both need to stop with that. if we think we are pretty thats all that matters! you look how you feel. and if you have 2 TWIN sisters and your outter beauty is the same well then you have nothin to worry about with outside appearence but outside apearence doesnt matter. its your mind and soul that do. think optimistically and say "no worries" ask yourself about lil problems if it will all matter when you die or when you go to colledge. usually it doesnt unless youve killed someone...anyways lol with the family--if your family is close enough to fight like you do thats kinda good in a way--you guys can epress yourselves but dont forget to say "i love you" with your family coz ya know fighting doesnt really matter dont sweat the small stuff. there is always someting good and something better to come. everything happens for a reason and NEVER LET ANYONE GET YOU DOWN ON YOUR DREAMS. TACKLE YOUR DREAMS AND MAKE THEM WORK. go step by step and say "forget you" to anyone who tries to stand in your way!. i hoped i helped you you seem like an awsum person and i can relate to everything you said. bob marley helped me get through some tough times :) . music is a great therapy.
"dont let the bastards get you down!"
:) thats a quote i heard once but it comes in handy!
best wishes girl
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Thank you so much! Thats the best advice I have ever gotten from anyone! You really cheered me up a lot! Thanks you sooooooo much! :D
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