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alrighty well i`m 14 Freshman baby!
well lets start off back last year, 8th grade. my REALLY close friend doyle, he was there for me and i was there for him. it was amazing we took care of each other and there was always that connection. but i wouldn`t addmit it. i trusted him with my life, i know thats not good but it was soo powerful i couldn`t help it. and in return he trusted me with his. i helped him through the bad times and made him smile when he was on the egde of breaking down. but when it hit me that i would get jealous if girls were all over him, was when i realized i like him a lot. we got into a fight and agreed not to talk to each other. the hole summer went by and we talked once but it was only fighting. first day of school came still not talking, 3rd day of school we had classes and he looked me right in the eyes and i turn away. i was pissed still and he knew it. later on that day i find out i sit RIGHT next to him in sciece for 2 periods on B days. which to me was very bad. that night he wouldn`t stop IMing me and telling me how sorry he was and oo god the next day science he was pocking me like a lil immature kid and i couldn`t take it. he again that night IMED me and we talked for over 2 hours and he said he loved me and that he ment it, and that he would do anything for me, i soon forgave him later into school 2 weeks after the conversasion. it was great i missed him a lot and he most deffently missed me. but he still loved me. which i did not feel the same 2 weeks later i`m going on with an amazing guy named Mike and i love him but hes not always truthful with me and i can`t stand that. he doesn`t tell me whats going on in his head soo its hard for me to guess ad its been 3 weeks on monday and i been going out with him. and i`m starting to get feelings for doyle, and hes going out with this girl named kelli and i`m good friends with her. and i can tell he still loves me. i just don`t know if its real or no and i don`t wanna break up with mike. i wish it was posible to go out with 2 different guys. haha i don`t know what to do. help please! (link)
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if your boyfriends not truthful, i really doubt its going to work. being loyal and trustworthy are really important in a relationship. i think you need to sit down and think.
would you rather loose doyle or mike? cuz obviously by going out with mike your loosing a chance with doyle. but if you do break up with mike, you need to talk to doyle and see if he feels the same about you as he did before he started going out with kellie. and about kellie, if you && doyle plan on going out, fill her in on how youve felt about him.
hope i helped&& good luck
xxx
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