Q: ohk well, i have an older guy friend [ older by a year and a few days :)] and i realllllllllly realllllllllllly love him. but well, he knows i like him, straight from my mouth. and, he doesnt like me the same way and he has a girlfriend and stuff. well, when i told him, it was over the phone and i hadnt seen him in a while, and we were planning on hanging out soon, and like, i dont know, i felt so stupid and i was like, fighting myself? if that makes sense to you.. but he told me that he still wants to chill soon, and that he really cares about me.
could that mean that theres a possibility that he
might have sort of mixed feelings? i dont know, i dont get him at alll, haha.
also, we were deep in talking, and he asked me what i planned on doing after highschool. i told him that i planned on leaving as soon as i could and possibly traveling out of the country just to see what its like because ive never really been out of this \"bubble\". we were talking, and he said that i could at least stay in the same country with him, and he was giving me different reasons to stay, such as what about college, what about your friends. the friends thing is what got us going about caring and staying in touch. he said something about how we had once talked about our futures and how we promised to never lose touch with eachother, and how we joked around about moving to kentucky together as soon as im out of highschool. well i was upset at this point in the conversation and i brought up the fact that he needed to get realistic and that he graduates a year earlier and will end up never looking back for me. so then we were both upset and he said i was cynical and said hed talk to me later and hung up on me mid sentance.
so, what does all of this mean? he just expects me to stay super close friends with him after he pretty much broke my heart? cause i can handle that, but he could at least give me time to get over it. and .. i dont know im just asking for your opinions about what i should do and how he might be feeling. i know you dont know either of us but, i still just need help. thanks.
