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My parents && teachers are saying they might send me "away to school" and im guessing that means boarding school, because I dont go to school down here. (problems w/ the school, the past and everything)
I refuise to go to a boarding school and im tarified!
my life is really horible. Basicly I feel like a walking dead person. My soul is just DEAD! ( i wish I was in heaven right now )
I guess my question is what should I do? I am so scared that i will be sent away and that ill rott away there!
Im in to much pain and its un controlable
Please help!! (link)
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well firstly you can try talking to your skool and telling them that you want to start over new, put all the bad things behind and just start over FRESH!
then if the skool says okay then talk to your parents and tell them the same thing. i am not good at talking directly to my parents, so i always look for another way to get it through to them, try asking the skool to call them, or talking to them through a friend or sibling.
Because you said you fell like your soul is dead, try keeping a journal, or drawing, or going to a physochologist or some way of taking some preasure off you. maybe even a sport. anything that can let you blow steam without causing harm to anyone or anything.
tell your parents somehow how much you are scared of being sent away, and that you will not manage there even half as good as where you are now because you will be in a totally new envirment. stuff like that.
maybe it really is good for you though, it all depends on how you really live. i don't really know you all that well.
ask me in my inbox if you have anymore questions!
tell me how it goes and good luck!
~``~dorin
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