Hey, My name is Meagan and i am 15. I am 5 feet tall i'm a shrimp hehe. I love helping people and making them feel better in whatever I can. If you need any help please let me know!!
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Location: Greeley/ Colorado
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Age: 14
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Hey. This is probably the wrong catagory... sorry. Ok when i was younger i was in an abusive relationship (VERY VERY YOUNG) ((like kid young)) so anyways i grew up kinda withdrawn and alone... i have a very close circle of friends now and a great boyfriend. We've been together for 10 months and i love him so much. Thing is, im a psycho. Honestly. I hear voices in my head and their shouting, always shouting... i can hardly understand them and i have to yell out to make them stop. Im one of the people you see walking down the street alone talking to themselves. I scream out loud randomly for what seems like no apparent reason. I used to be scared of commitment. I used to go out with people, get through all the hard stages, get through the awkwardness, the sex... and breakup with them. Just as they were starting to like me... I couldnt help it. The guy im with now, i actually love. Ive been holding up this barrier of defense so i couldnt get hurt for so long and now its down and i am SO SCARED!! im all vunerable now. He can hurt me. He says he loves me all the time, but i get paranoid and sometimes i get so jealous and i think i annoy him but he puts up with it cuz he loves me. He says he wants to stay with me forever and get married and have kids. But i think im gunna drive him crazy. How can he love me? Im a wreck! Please help. Soon. X (im 15 and female, my boyfriend is 17 and MALE. Lol) (link)
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Well, first lets get through the lovin and hurting part. If you fall for him that much and he right now is catching you then fall. Let him catch you. Let him be there for you and help you. He sounds like a really great guy and would do anything to help someone as special as you. Don't tihnk about what could happenen or what might happen, think about right now. Think about how wonderful he is and how happy you are to be with him. I honestly think you are a wonderful girl just from your question and im sure you are not a wreck!!! :-)
Hope that helped you, if you need anything else just ask -.k.-
Love me
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