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I took a hallucenogen 5 days ago, and I think it's really messed me up. I researched it a lot before I did it, and it didn't seem to cause problems in anyone else or in medical studies.
But I feel so sick. My appetite is really inconsistent and food tastes digusting. I have constant headaches and I get disoriented really easily. I'm also having trouble recognizing familiar people. My emotions are weird too. I still get happy and sad, but really mildly.
I will never do it again. I'm too scared to go to a doctor about it. I'm afraid that I'll get sent to rehab, which is pointless because I only did it once and I'll never do it again.
So my question is, what do I do? Will I ever get back to normal, or did I _really_ screw up? Does anyone know how I might start feeling better?
Thanks in advance.
ie: your reply
First, glad to hear you're doing better.
Second, I went to your 'diary' web site and I can see clear as day that you definitely have talent. You really should further your education in 'writing or journalism' something along that line if you're not already... Your description of your 'trip' was if I were in your shoes - i understood you. You're a good writer.
Hoping to read more from you,
~Infamous Trump~
Ok, first of all, you need to calm down. Don't get all hyper and parranoid and make yourself think that somethings wrong, otherwise thats exactly what will happen to you.
I think you took ACID ( blotter form ). Acid is very complicated, and shouldn't be taken by people that can be easily manipulated, that are parranoid, and/or have any mental issues including depression. Trust me on this - I've tripped over 500 times ( not bragging ), and seen certain "kinds" of people have bad trips because they couldnt handle the drug.
You're okay. The situation with your apetite will get back to normal w/in a week or so...so don;t worry about that or how food tastes.
As far as you saying you have a hard time recognizing people you know... seems like you had a pretty hard trip. You're reality was probably really bent out of shape while you were high yea? you probably also tripped for a good 12 hours or so. Try not to think about it... Drink a lot of Orange Juice, and take some vitamins. You're body/brain is just dehydrated and burnt right now.
My advice for you is -- yea -- don't trip again. Try to get a good 10 hr straight sleep. And most importantly you have to give your body good nutrition... Acid really drains a body man. Remember - Acid is a mind altering drug - it's not a joint, or a line of coke. You have to tell yourself everything is okay - to be okay. Got it?
Post a reply man --- i'll check up on ya.
Acid's no joke, but if you tell yourself it is --- then laugh it up, cause its just all so fucking hillarious.
~Infamous Trip~
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You're very right. I actually read this after doing on my own what you recommened, and it seems to have set me straight again. I feel like nearly everything is back to normal. I just get a little disoriented every once and a while. Actually, I took dymethyltriptamine, I was just super paranoid when I asked my question and felt weird about posting the name of the drug ina forum like this, though I feel silly about it now. My trip wasn't necessarily bad, but it was a very hard trip. Thank you so much, it really helped to have someone other than myself tell me that it was just a trip. And actually, if you're interested in just how psychotic my trip was, I wrote it down here (http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D615407&entry=10017&mode=). Thanks again, you were awesome. I'm adding you to my favorites.
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