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im really confused right now. i went to be last night knowing that my boyfriend loves me im making good money and im doing good in school. but this morning i woke up and my heart, not like litterally like i was having a heart attack. but like someone had broken my heart and i was very confused and i havent really figured it out. its like all day i couldnt smile i couldnt find a reason too. when my boyfriend called me i was very short with him and kinda rude. and whenever he'd say he loves me i was just like o ya love you too. and thats not me. im usually totally lovey dovey. im really afraid he is going to think somehthink somethings up and i dont want him too because there isnt anything wrong with us at ALL. I just dont get it :-/. im really thinking its because my dads five year reunion is coming up not like a high school or friendship reunion but the reunion of his death. and it seems like its always harder when its a 1 year or 5 year or 10 year anniversary you know...so this year im really sad. this whole month has been horrible. everything i think about makes me cry music makes me cry, laughing makes me cry and work makes me cry. my heart hurts so bad its like aching...its horrible how do i make it go away...uhhhh what do i do? why do i hurt like this? gezze this sucks.........
Listen I am really sorry to hear about your dad sweetheart. And listen the way your acting it could lead to a break up!! Thats what I did w/ my bf a week ago today. He was being really to himself and really depressed and then it just went down hill. You need to be open w/ your boyfriend. It may be hard but you need to open up because your bf would do the same for you. So the advice Im giving you is to let him know whats going on . And mabye you should try talking to your mom about it. I mean try and do things that used to get you really happy. Im really sorry. I just hope that everything really works out for you! Let me know how it goes
Always here,
Bianca
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