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this name is old and stupid....well first off my name is stephanie.dont judge me before you know me.im pretty nice.i like meeting new people,so im open to friends, but im extremely shy, so yeah. i dont give that good of advice so i'll help you as much as i canadvice
(Sorry, it's a little long...but I had to explain, otherwise you wouldn't understand fully)
Ok, I'm 13/f...and I've "experimenting" with some drugs...like weed. I don't know if I'm addicted or not, but I think I am. Every weedkend, I beg my mom to go to this "friend's" house to get stoned and drunk...and only that. Well maybe fuck shit up, but that's beside the point. My (real) friend told me that people who go "punk" or gothic start to do drugs, and have sex at an early age. Well I'm "punk" (I hate labels) and she was right, and now I'm scared. I don't want to get caught, but it feels so good...to be able to relax, and laugh about EVERYTHING. I know...drugs are bad, but I need a lot of help. I asked my (good) friends to help me but they said, "You're on your own!" I'm having withdrawls, and I'm getting agressive, and just plain freaking out on people. I can't remeber anything. Sometimes I can't even remember who my friends are. I can barely write my name on my papers, and my grades SUCK! Ever since my rents divorced, I was rather depressed. And I feel like drugs help me. the first week of school I was stoned every day. Before I go to school I'll do it. Then my friends who don't smoke weed get mad...then go tell everyone who doesn't need to know. I like attention, but not negative! I'm desparate...
im not a shrink or anything but it sounds like its a way to get away from like the real world(since your parents divorced) like your in a different world. well since your good friends arent going to have your back, its probably going to be harder.but now you have a reason to show them that you can do something on your own,maybe. and prove to them that you dont need them because if they were your real friends they would want to help you.this is off subject but i hate labels too, i can wear whatever i want to and listen to want i want.ha i sound stupid
(Rating: 5) OMG! You're sooo right! I don't think you sound stupid! I asked for advice because I need it! I do need to stop, but it IS like I'm in a different world...I can forget about everything! Thanks Much!