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ok well im 14 and i have been a cutter since i was 12. im also anorexic. i have been since i was like 10. i also have trouble eating infront of people, when i have to eat. i just get nervous and very self concious when i eat around other people. even my parents. im 4'10" and i currently weigh 94 lb. i want to get over my cutting and eating disorder SO BAD! i have tryed forever but just run back to them. i think about suicide a lot, espically after this year. this year i lost a lot of friends. 2 died in a car accident on the same day and 4 killed themselves. it has affected me badly.
now i am addicted to cutting. i cant feel the pain anymore. no matter how much or how deep i cut. ive tryed the rubber band thing but it doesnt work. if you have any ideas on how to stop then please answer. i rate high.
ok im so sorry for you situation i kno how you feel in like a different yet equal way...my grandmothers, my mother ,my dog, my friends because, and my because all died in the course of a half a year.........my mom was the most recent to pass away it just happened on july 21st '05 .....i used to be a cutter but then i realize "where does that get you"...babe if you really wanna lose the pain then just kill yourself, there is no way around it. My cousin brianna is a cutter now and she almost died.....even though i dont like her all that much she had my heart in my throat..see you may think things just keep gettin worse and they could possibly be doing just that and you might not think so but there are people that care about you and support things you do and if you are that much of a coward to try to leave this place and those who care about you then go ahead ....tonight i will be praying for you and even though i dont personally no you your question was a sign for help and a sign that you are not going to turn your back on this world and the people around you and i respect you and if there is anythin i could possibly do for you im always right here...
hope i helped and sorry it was long
>>>>>arielleā„...ps my screenname is esly69distracted hunn or email me at Lolabunni10@aol.com
(Rating: 5) thank you. it helped a lot and im very sorry about your losses.