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i love a guy im still young but i cant get him out of my head its like a brocken old record player keeps playing the same peice of my life and i cant get over it .he was a great guy the man of my life but he cheeted on me ive already asked a question about it and all the people said i should dump him and i did but i dont know why but i know why my dad told me that if someone hit me in a relashionship if he hurt me hed kill him and i loved my dad for that but the guy did hurt me and i havent told my dad cause i know my dad will kick the crap put of him and i dont want that to happen because i do love him but thats not the problem i cant get over him the 1 i know yeah i dumped him but yes for a good reson i think im a slut ok a slut i still love jacob but im am now liking josh his best friend i brock up with jacob because i dumped him buthe said that he dumped me but the girl didnt know about use because we never told anyone causes hes popular and im not we would make out in the boiler room and that would be the end well jacob called that a relationship im not so sure but josh jacobs best friend is so diffrent hes quite and thinks for other people and himself last but if i still like one how can i like the other im a slut .i also go to a shrink because i have lo self asteem and my doctor says im getting better and i am when i was in the forth grade if anyone started at me i would cry and josh was always there to rub my shoulder but the first mistake was kissing jacob like a knife going through me but it was a drug i kept going down to the boiler room and i mostly did it cause i thought i would get popular but then i got to know jacob and well all he told me was lies it was a mistake i know that but i know jacob never liked me just wanted to do something to do wil'l skipping class and i was his toy but then i know that josh would never go out with me cause he walked into me and jacob one time cause he heard something i guess i dont know what to do i got ried of one guy which was the best thing i ever did but im having second thoughts and i like his friends how do i get over him and you know what thats not it jacob said i came on to him and that was a total lie he came on to me he said that i was the cheeter and he and the other one is still going out and jacob still looks at me like hey i remember you i went to the boiler room with you wanna come back and i look at him like what do you want but he gives me theese eyes of love and behind them i see josh so maybe im over jacob but to everyone im school im a slut cause i (this didnt happen but this is from jacobs point a veiw)
im a slut because i came one to a guy that is happily in a realationship forced him down do the boiler room and made out for a hour without him getting loose ha yeah i know i lil far feched ??!!! and to me im the trap but he doesnt get in troble if you think about like i have he cheated too but no one sees that !how do i show josh the other side of me the good side it under the pain of homileation ?
please help me im drowning in the water and have jacob and josh standing on my head .
i will rate you 5s !just give me some point of advice and yeah its like a misture of degrassi and the twilight zone so please pull josh and jacob off me please
wow that was a long one...first of all i dont think you are a slut at all, i know people that have done sooo much worse. and if you wanna show josh the good side of you you should just explain to josh how yours and jacobs relationship was exactly. tell him how you feel and tell him that there is a different side to you then every1 sees.try to stand up for yourself your not a slut...hope i helped
danni
(Rating: 3) thank you for the advice